as always since i arrived at university i’ve been trying to contemplate what my goals are and how to achieve them
and i’ve been trying to research ways in which all of my interests can mesh into a single career
without remembering that that is a small part of life
and that life is big enough for all my passions to align, even if they rarely intersect
and that i can excel even though everything is not packaged as neatly as i would like
lqoau
-CANCER and i’m such a cancer
-i loved aziz ansari for a while but i can’t say for sure!
-5’ 5” :) it’s pretty practical but a few more inches could be lovely
-i would probably open an empanada stand with all sorts of fillings
:)
today i went outside to take a study break and put on floral shorts and ran into some beautiful people and then we went to this field where there was supposed to be a cookout gathering for the german department but instead there were all these greeks dancing to great music and drinking sangria in the afternoon, so we danced and danced and i laughed so hard i fell to my knees and took off my strapless bra because it was restricting my movement and it was the loveliest study break that ever was
i think that part of growing up for me has been learning to share myself and my stories with others
and while it once was so hard, i’ve gotten good at letting my stories flow fearlessly
now i’m learning what stories to let live and let die, because when i tell my stories to people, they become a large part of what they associate me with and for myself, bring feelings & memories back to the forefront of my mind
so i want my most joyful stories to be the ones i express to people- i want to share wildness and chance
and i’ll let those that have been expressed a few times, but do not define me finally die in my verbal repertoire
sinking beneath the impactful and tangible and luminescent
mantra.
i’ve been so complimented lately by lovely drunken individuals, what a 48 hours its been
- bought a new (used) single speed bike after my old one broke
- my own pair of a set of heels i’ve been borrowing from a friend
- immensely enjoyed the sunshine although i spent a good amount of the day in the library
